omgblondie’s blog

What do you think about Ryan Seacrest being chosen to host tonight's Primetime Emmy Awards?

well he's awesome so i think he'll rock the primetime emmy awards =].

i'm pretty dang tired. since my niece maddy started kindergarten on monday. i'm done for the wk bringing her to school. but tyler & i hafta watch the kids tonite & i'm really not feeling it.

i've started smoking for the longest time now & i've been without smokes for quite sometime, i think since sunday & i'm going mad. i feel very just not relaxed. i feel overwhelmed & i know thats a sign of an addiction which isn't good. i can't help it. my fiance tyler chews & my sister smokes, her friends smoke. i haven't had a cigg for more than a day but i haven't had my OWN ciggs ever since sunday. we have no money. i'm just like.. i need to get cat food for my cats. we're starving them. i feel like such a failure. i just needed to vent even if this is a silly thing to vent about, idk.

my sister is running late & i'm not in a good mood. i feel taken advantaged of & i'm gonna say something to my sister about it. even w/no money, i would still like to go out & spend time w/tyler. no money involved but i can't cause i hafta watch her FUCKIN' kids. they annoy me. i watch them everyday cause my sister can't pay for daycare & she wouldn't be able to get maddy to school cause maddy starts school @ 8:15 & she goes to work @ 7. *sighs* i'm not in the best of moods & i'm gonna show my sister that. immature? maybe but i'm the kinda person who holds their feelings back especially if they are strong negative feelings.

but ya, i gotta go. my niece was being extremely fresh & not listening at all today.

Show us an artist who you wish would hurry up and put out a new album.

Which runway show at New York Fashion Week do you wish you could attend?

i wish i could have attended all.